when i’ll wake up tomorrow it will be still dark and this will be eternal. and i’ll move to new orleans which still is beautiful. i’ll find people there who i think i have known for ages, even if we never met. we’ll hide in this city, together with angels and spooky kids.
April 2010
today i made a complete fool of myself. when i went to the bank i noticed these 2 guys standing at the entrance. they stood left and right of the entrance and had those weird clothes on, like uniforms. and they had this facial expression, which i dislike. the one which makes you angry. they looked like security guys. ok, i went to the counter to withdraw some money. then i started to talk about these guys, in a very loud, aggressive voice. and i didn’t know how to stop myself. i listened to my angry voice which grew louder and louder and at a point i said: what are they? are they secret service agents? i sounded completely nuts. the bank employee didn’t dare to laugh, even if he wanted to. he looked afraid, i think i gave him the creeps. perhaps he thought that i was on drugs, but i was not. i was just myself. :( it was like a scene out of a bad movie. and i didn’t feel ashamed at all. i kept on rambling like a little old crazy woman, who has lost her marbles. usually i never talk about ppl behind their back, but these guys were getting on my nerves. i hate ppl in uniform.
the bank employee told me that they were just refilling the cash terminal and he talked to me like he would talk to an extremely annoying little child. he said: everything is ok, no need to worry. god i needed that. i feel so humiliated.
god i have slept like a stone after this weird beer i have tried for the first time last night. i found it at the organic food store where i usually shop, its called organic hemp beer and it makes u so tired u cannot keep ur eyes open. but u can drink it.
1.) die Toilette
2.) das Klo
3.) der Topf (literal: pot)
4.) das (stille) Örtchen (literal: (silent) little place)
5.) der Thron (literal: throne)
6.) der Lokus
7.) die Pipibox (literal: pee box)
8.) das WC
9.) das Scheißhaus (vul.) (literal: shit house)
10.) der Kackstuhl (vul.) (literal: shit chair)